Hey
guys, it’s been a while since my last post.
So,
just now I decided to delete all my blogs and pages, and focusing only on this
page.
Why?
Well I just think now I need to be serious on what I want to do.
I
am currently seeing a therapist right now.
No,
I’m not sick or ill or suffer anything that needs to be cure.
Well
I do, but not that serious you know…
At
first I was just accompanying my siblings, well, there’re things happened.
But
then I was curious and the therapist offer to check on me.
Then
I think, why not? Maybe I will find something new about myself.
Why
do you think I want to take the therapist?
Well,
let’s rewind to a month ago.
Remember
when I post about “The Guardian Angel”?
I
was very depressed at that time. Why? I also didn’t know.
I
just felt the world so heavy that I could hardly breath.
I
felt that the world reject me, and the wish I hold inside of me.
I
feel that I’m alone, that nobody is there for me when I need someone to talk
to.
And
so, that “Guardian Angel” came and lifted a little portion of my loneliness.
But
that did not solve the burden on my heart.
That
feeling continues until yesterday.
